i'm starting to blog again.but totally have no idea how to use it.lol.well well.the simple one i know.

anyway..the intention to blog.is cause im bored.bored...

hmmm.i was thinking.whether people say D for Derek also means Dumb!still thinking now.and it seems so damn true.dumb derek.sign.anyway.i realise.god.always give people 2 choices.and ive 2 choices.but what should i do?im pretty sure.everyone would choose the best option,right?what if both were to be those that you have no idea which to choose?affecting oneself is always better than affecting others,right?well2,god.will you give me a good dream tonight?

derek.abide to the rule.loving someone.is to see the person happy,smile.yes derek will abide. (:

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smile always,girl (:

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sorry..i know it ends here..so..take care.

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unwanted..disregarded..

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recommended song --> Shayne Ward - no you hang up



:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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tired..rushed down to 7-eleven to buy choco.lucky just in time!!! wah.me and marcus was the last 2 students to get into the school.lol.the gate closed and marcus still rush in and the security gave that blur look.lol! was damn pissed.and i kicked till Ms Ng.and she got angry and told Mr Cheng my hair is long-.- now cut till like a gundoo already.zz.anyway.i drew a paper com.cool right?since i promised to buy someone a paper com :D hee.Mr Cheng consulted me.tell me reasons after reasons.nvm.i will give my best and get into band 2 again.hais..sad..take care guys.treat your partner with care and love alright.dont neglect them(: night!



iloveyou.
imissyou.
idontreallycarehowpeoplethink.
alliknowis.
tocareforyouevenifyoudont.
allineedistoseeyouhappy(:
loves..

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woke up and realise i got no more school pant to wear.the rest being confiscated.end up wearing the 'hip hop' baggy pant to school.zz.forgot to bring down the choco to school too.hais.after school..went to talk to Ms Sek regarding why i dropped to band 3.i didnt actually wanted to know the reason but only trying to go back band 2.she crapped with me.i argued back but still won't be able to go back band 2.hais.sad..really sad.dropping to band 3 is good without knowing the fact that you actually promoted to band 2.hais..i tried all the ways to go back band 2 to be same band as you..hais.FTW seriously.zz.sad to say and also sad to know..zz.its okay then.i will STUDY HARD and DO ALL ENGLISH HOMEWORK and try to get promoted to band 2 when term 3 starts..alright.see ya guys around.

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a very nice song (:

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i'm contented to see you happy.nothing more(:

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before going to school,bought 2 tubes of meiji chocos.wanted to buy 4 one.but only left 2-.- damnnnn sad..hais.English lesson will re-band next week.and wth..i dropped to band 3.after looking at the list,i nearly went CRAZYYYYYY! hais.seriously damn sad.i guess its..fated.hais.moodless the whole day.(n0t because i dropped to band 3) hais.thinking bout it makes me real uncomfortable.can't think of any shits to write anymore.so ya.guys.take care and hope you guys enjoy your good friday! (:

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its time to sleep.night guys! :D

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What hurts the most,
was being so close.
And having so much to say,
and watching you walk away.
And never knowing.
What could have been.
And not seeing that loving you,
is what I was tryin’ to do.

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> > This is really good. I'll love my mother til the day I die.> >> >> > Send it to the kids.....> >> > My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.> > She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.> >> > There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.> >> > I was so embarrassed.> >> > How could she do this to me?> > I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.> > The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'> >> > I wanted to bury myself.> > I also wanted my mom to just disappear.> > I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'> >> > My mom did not respond...> > I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.> > I was oblivious to her feelings.> >> > I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.> > So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.> > Then, I got married.> > I bought a house of my own.> > I had kids of my own.> > I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my> > mother came to visit me.> > She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.> >> > When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.> > I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'> > GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'> >> > And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.> > One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.> >> > So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.> > After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.> >> >> >> >> > My neighbors said that she died.> > I did not shed a single tear.> > They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.> >> > 'My dearest son,> > I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and> > scared your children.> > I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.> > But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.> > I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were> > growing up.> >> > You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and> > lost your eye.> > As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you> > having to grow up with one eye.> > So I gave you mine.> > I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.> >> > With all my love to you,> > Your mother.> >> > Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day will be their last, or your own.> >> > Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace...







really a very..touching..story..

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eh..im a lazy blogger..so..my blog will looks quite dead.haha.anyway.school reopen soon.boreddddddd..havent even started doing my hw..alright guys.rememeber to do your hw and hope you guys enjoyed this 1 week holiday! :D


12/3/2008...

happpppppppppppppy day! :D i learnt that twistie brings people good luck eh?haha..so people..eat more twistie!

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so damn fun staying at fred's house.carefree...spent my time today playing mahjong with his mum,his brother and peiqi.haha.alright ending here.going back later! :D





6/3/2008...

the chocolates is sealed.im not gonna eat it :D really shocked when i receive it.thanks alot..really very grateful..to you..thanks!(:



5/3/2008...

enjoyed this day alotttttttttt! went to watch movie..then went to eat..AND..the amount of foods ordered,is damn alot! omg.after finishing the foods,can't even walk properly.i guess i gained 5kg after that?lol! hoping this wouldn't be the last time going out with you. (:

*enjoyed*

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a bad day.a sad day..hais.

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eh..this is my first time blogging..so..noob blogger^^ learning how to blog.take care all! (:

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